It was Love Indeed

..The right person you meet at the right time..

He's the stranger-turned-best-friend. He is the one that made you realize why things didn't work out previously. He's the one that made the past heartbreak worthwhile. He's the boy who doesn't just send you home, but enters home hand-in-hand with you. He's the boy you date at home. The one you cuddle at home while watching movies. He's the one who holds your hand in town when you're all glamorously made up but he's also the one who cuddles you in bed without make up. Love knows inside out. He always knows when you need a shoulder to lean on, an ear to rant to, or a hand to reach out to. He's the boy you're proud to bring home to your parents. He's protective like your father, annoying like your brother but loving like no other. He's the one you see your future with. He's the one you willingly forsake all other guys for. For the lucky girl, Love is also the guy you grow old with. For the average girl, Love simply is the one that got away.

Stuck like a sausage

Words after words,
Orders after orders,
Questions after questions,
Blames after blames,

Destruction of me.

Words, whom spoken by me, eventually led to hurting me back. It has never been easy, and it has been staying up to this level since before, and then. And my sins, they are punishing me back. Demanding a thing that even I myself could not afford to pay back. A misery that no one will understand, scoldings after scoldings even if I tried to open up to someone called a person, a human.

Blames after blames, how may times do I need to pretend that I am okay. Instead, hiding those tears, those burdens up to this extent. Yes, no one..*stop*
Sighs after sighs, no one will really hear. Pretending to hear, there is a lot. Lots of hard-to-believe soul, friends who vowed a promise before that they will stay. Stay my ass. Kicking me out, that is what this life did to me.

My muse? Long gone. Temporary or forever? I don't know. I really do not know. That one person, I bet everything that I have left, my new beginning and to be my last. I know I'm losing that person. Should I run and catch that person? Or should I let that person walk away?
Truth is, my mind said something else and the heart says something else. Contradiction is amusing. Nothing is quite the same now.

God tell, He will never put someone into a place or state that they could not walk out alive, surviving the obstacles. Dear God, you heard me the best. Shall I be stronger, or lose this fight, it is all up to You.